Youtube Burn Out, Gaming Burn Out & Over-All Depression. Seem To Be Doing This Alot.
What is there to say. I am going in circles, going in cycles. I am good for a few months, then I hit a wall; whether it a meltdown, or unsure what game to play or just being depressed.
1. I have done just about everything there is to do in Fallout 4, three times. It’s fun to see it work different ways, but at this point… I am burnt out and there really is nothing else to do.
2. Burnt out, if I am allowed to work off the #1 answer. Don’t feel like streaming the game to just wander about and try and find things to do. I kind of did that with Ivy, so it would be nothing more than repetitive.
3. Continuing on the burn out, I don’t know if I want to play any games right now. My entire life I have gotten like this, hit a rut and I don’t want to do anything. No game really excited me and even when I force feed myself a game, I tend to sour from it.
4. I am very depressed. Not unusual really, I am always a bit depressed, but once in a while it is overwhelming and this is one of those times, big time.
5. It wouldn’t be fair to put anyone through watching a stream with a half-hearted streamer playing a game that sucks or that is boring / regurgitated.
I could go on and on but I won’t. Bottom line, I just want to curl up in bed, watch YT or Anime and fade away from existence. That would be nice.
I will try and give an update next week, it will most likely be that I am off for another week. Can’t imagine I am going to magically turn this around and want to play 100 games.
Stay safe and of course, come stay high!